still in love?? this is trouble.

once upon a time.. im so in love . i dont know why, dramatic effect from fallin love is so freaky. make my blood is so hot, make my face getting pinky , shy and full of love. hooooo hear that like disgusting story huh? xp well. yess im so in love with someone i ever know. he's not a new person , the point is i really love him. wohooo. make sure our relationship , im so happyness. he's saying: he love me. and im too.on my head is fully about him , damn! im in love, i loving.. love is......,desire,like,need,want,happy,sadness,dissapointed,hope,faithful,believe..crying..die
god please help,im so in love, thats why im so confused if i dont hear about his daily activity ,although for just a second minutes . thats why i always sad if he ignore me when i need to talk in a call. i swear im fallin love. i know if loves is too much, make a relationship getting bad. hehe..... after 5days we are make a relationship, finally its over. just five days.?? humm i know really bad when everything is too much , from this. you know that, i love him so much , much and much make all of thats feeling is broke. not comfortable and so disgusting.
flash back when 10 days before.. i really know im so in love. my chairmate in a school , make a video when im talking about him. i dont know when she record my video .her name is sonya. sonya still save thats video, im watching that...... wekekek so when thats video showing , im smile, im thingking about the girls on the video, she's so happy ,shy ,but sure about her talking about. she's so in love. the girls is me. now is diffrent ha? im broken heart too fast, to easy for down and down , too hurt but im still in love. at least 5days is always i remember forever. thankyou ya my ex! :)